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La autora de Mugre rosa teje la conmovedora historia de una madre en una relación intermitente con un alcohólico, explorando las luchas contra las adicciones y la maternidad, mientras busca sentido en medio de las dificultades cotidianas.

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A través de su prosa poética, la autora de Línea nigra y Punto de cruz nos sumerge en la relación con su abuela y la memoria, con el puerto de Acapulco como telón de fondo.

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La autora de El matrimonio de los peces rojos, presenta una historia que aborda los desórdenes alimenticios, la violencia, la sociedad y el mundo de las apariencias.

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Gabrielle Bellot takes us on a fascinating exploration of the human mind and sense of self in an immersive new essay.

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Gabrielle Bellot is a staff writer for Literary Hub. In the past, she has been a Head Instructor at Catapult, as well as a Contributing Editor at Catapult's literary magazine, where she wrote a column on culture, books, and gender called "Wonder Woman." Her work has appeared in The New York Times, The New Yorker, The Atlantic, Guernica, The Cut, The New York Review of Books, The Paris Review Daily, Tin House, and many other places, and she has also contributed to a number of anthologies, including The World As We Knew It: Dispatches from a Changing Planet (2022), Indelible in the Hippocampus: Writings from the Me Too Movement (2019), and Can We All Be Feminists? (2018). One of her essays for her Catapult column was selected as a Notable essay in Best American Essays (2021), and another of her essays from the same column appears in Macmillan's AP English Language textbook (2023). She has also been a guest on Tin House's podcast about Ursula Le Guin, Crafting with Ursula. Bellot holds both an MFA and a PhD in English from Florida State University, and she has been the recipient of fellowships from Florida State University and Yale. She was a reader at Vulture Fest's Feminist as F*ck panel in 2023, organized by Roxane Gay and Amber Tamblyn, alongside Amber, R. O. Kwon, Nafissa Thompson-Spires, and Kirsten Vangsness. She was raised in the Commonwealth of Dominica and now lives in Queens in New York City.

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How does a quiet, cautious trans girl, once even nervous about getting tipsy, find herself cooking a pot of ayahuasca — a powerful mind-altering brew from the Amazon — for nearly ten hours?

If you’ve ever tried psychedelics or are simply curious to know what they really feel like, you’ll be riveted by Gabrielle Bellot’s charmingly honest and immersive memoir about discovering — and being utterly transformed by — mind-altering plants and fungi.

Happily and newly married but plagued by anxiety and professional ennui, Bellot tried magic mushrooms on a whim. The unexpectedly transcendent experience so affected her that she embarked on a personal quest to learn all she could about psychedelics. Little did she know that her research and experiments with psychedelic drug ingestion would have the power of rebirth, helping her shed debilitating self-consciousness, view life and death in new ways, and come to terms with grief, as well as wounds left over from growing up queer in a fiercely traditional Caribbean nation.

“I hadn’t imagined that my life, as a whole, was about to change and, with it, some of my basic ways of conceptualizing and interacting with the world,” she writes. “I was about to sail away on a stream of fairy wine into uncertainty itself — and the ‘I’ I’d been before would never fully return.”
 
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